Showing posts with label After The Ending. Show all posts
Showing posts with label After The Ending. Show all posts

May 19, 2016

The Story Behind the Book - Publishing After The Ending

In our last post, After The Ending: The Story Behind Book One, we talked about how The Ending world came to be, what book one looked like in the beginning stages, and how much it has changed since. But there's another side to being an author that some of you may not think much about--the publishing part of being an indie author. We're going to share that piece with you today. 

Things are always changing in the indie pub world, so why did we want to go this route when we were so green? Why would we want to spend so much time on formatting and design and marketing when we initially knew so little about the process?

In part two of The Story Behind the Book, LF sheds light on why we wanted to put in all the work and publish independently vs. traditionally. 
The Story Behind the Book  

Getting Published by Lindsey Fairleigh

First off, I want to say that we published independently, meaning an outside party didn’t coordinate the actual publication process for After The Ending. We had our sticky little fingers in everything from the writing (one would hope) to the creation of the cover and the formatting of manuscripts. Unsurprisingly, the question many people ask us is, “Don’t you want a 'real' publisher?” We’ll be the first to admit that we’ve thought about it...a lot. We sat down one afternoon shortly after the first draft was completed and spent hours drafting a query letter to send to traditional publishers, and we later spent more hours revising said letter. But, we never sent it. As we wrote and worked with editors and created covers, we talked about sending it...and talked about it... and talked about it, but there was a point where the book was so close to being publishable that we thought, why not try doing it alone? We loved the book, loved the characters and how they handled everything that we threw at them, and simply loved the world we’d created together. It seemed a bit of a shame to hand our literary baby over to someone else’s care. 

I’m not going to go into the tedious details of publishing independently--and believe me, there are many details and most are tedious--but I have to say that a few services like Createspace, Kindle Direct Publishing, and Lightning Source are amazing for the new-to-publishing indie authors like us. Of course, there are countless, tireless blogger-authors who devote hours every day to helping their fellow authors achieve their publishing dreams--people like Joanna Penn, J.A. Konrath, and the trio of fellas behind the Self Publishing Podcast--without whom we’d probably still be bumbling along through the brambles of the publishing world.

It’s definitely been a lot scarier than I’d imagine the traditional publishing route to be, but also a lot faster. It’s also been a lot of work, far beyond the writing of the manuscript...which was a lot of work in and of itself. But in the end, it was worth it. 
 
With blood, sweat, tears, and tired fingers and eyes, we managed to navigate the choppy publishing waters independently, and we’ve never experienced anything more rewarding. I’m putting words in LP’s mouth, but I spend enough time with her to be certain she’d agree. After The Ending was the first book either of us published, and thinking about readers’ responses sometimes brings me to tears...happy tears. As we've gone on to publish more books in this way, we've been able to smooth out some of the bumps in the road, we have no problems staying on the independent route.

May 5, 2016

After The Ending -- The Story Behind Book One

As mentioned in our last post, this series of blog posts are about Team Lindsey's story and how The Ending Series came to be. Why are we spending time on this? The answer is simple. Most of our readers haven't been with us from the beginning and know little about us. Even those loyal readers who have been around over the past three plus years aren't aware of how The Ending world came to be.

So, here you go! This is our story of when it all began--when After The Ending wasn't even a book concept yet, when Dani and Zoe only communicated through one-dimensional emails, and the world was just starting to fall apart... THIS is how the world of The Ending came to be, how Dani and Zoe grew into complex, commanding characters who would traverse the world in order to find each other--in order to survive the Ending.

The Story Behind the Book  
 
The Inspiration by Lindsey Pogue
 
It all began with two women, a longish car ride, and a lot of passion and inspiration...

Well, that's only part of the beginning. To start off, Lindsey Fairleigh and I met working at a bookstore in 2010. LF had recently moved to the Napa Valley and LP had just returned home from traveling through Europe. At first, it was cool because we were both Lindseys, tall, awkward, quirky book addicts. But our similarities didn't stop there. 
For most of our lives, we’ve been conjuring up fantastical worlds, heroes, and leading ladies, but neither of us had the confidence to do much with our passion for writing.

Fast forward to October 2011...
We were on a several hour car ride back from an exhaustingly awesome NCIBA (Northern California Independent Booksellers Association) conference on behalf of Copperfield Books. LF, being the science fiction and fantasy connoisseur that she is, got to talking about an idea for a blog—a correspondence between two friends as they experience the end of the world. We started brainstorming, developing our characters, a name for the project, and so on. Apparently all we needed was a seed of mutual enthusiasm, a sprig of inspiration from all the authors we'd met at the conference, and a spark of intrigue as we browsed the endless tables of lavish book covers to get our creative juices flowing, and... dun dun dunnn... Team Lindsey was born! That car ride began the After The Ending journey that would inevitably change our lives.
 
As a result of our enthusiasm and collaboration over the next year or so (and an immense amount of revisions), After The Ending, book one in The Ending series, was born. And when I say born, I mean it morphed into a completely different project from the one we initially set out to create. While the concept and storyline essentially remained the same, the format went through multiple revisions, transforming from the original online blog version into the nearly 500-page book that was finally published in February 2013.
 
Because our initial idea was to start a blog where our two characters documented their apocalyptic survival experiences solely conveyed through emails, we started off writing in first person and only in the format of emails between Zoe and Dani. It didn’t take us too long to realize that we were severely limiting the story that Zoe and Dani had to tell. We realized we were unable to convey the depth, dynamics, and true nature of our characters because we only allowed the reader to see them through their silly, realistic, and sometimes melodramatic emails. We wanted more! We wanted to share our characters in a way the emails wouldn’t allow, so we did a complete overhaul of everything we’d written. Happily, this not only enabled us to learn more about our characters, but it allows our readers to see beyond their quirky emails—to see our leading ladies as they truly are, including their fears, passions, and even their secrets. 
 
Eventually, we realized we don’t have to limit ourselves to Zoe and Dani’s perspectives either. These two young women are only part of the world of The Ending so we spread the love, including other perspectives throughout the series. Since publishing book one, we haven't looked back!

April 3, 2016

Free Science Fiction and Fantasy ebooks galore!

Do you like free books? Lovely, abundant, fantastical and reality bending FREE books? We do. :D

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It just so happens that there's a pretty nifty collection of sci fi and fantasy freebies available this weekend (like, right now). AFTER THE ENDING is included, along with more than 90 others. You should totally check it out!


HAPPY READING, ENDINGERS!!!


August 26, 2015

Before The Dawn To Be Released This Fall!

It's coming...

It's official! The Ending Series, Book Four, Before The Dawn, is scheduled for release on Friday, November 20th! Teasers, Excerpts, Giveaway Info, and more to come! Stay tuned!

June 11, 2015

The Ending chicks kick-ass in their first box set!

Greetings, my favorite Endingers!



Your two favorite Ending Series heroines are appearing for the first time ever in a box set....Powers, Spice, And Not So Nice, available on AmazonBarnes & NobleKoboScribd, and Inktera. Oh, and did we mention there are 10 stories total for only $0.99!?! You may have read After The Ending, but there are so awesome contenders in here, you're bound to fall in love with at least one of them :)


After The Ending is joined by nine other awesome novels featuring strong, sassy, and kick-ass heroines. Here's the description:


Girl Power Rules The Night In The POWERS, SPICE, AND NOT SO NICE Box Set 
Welcome to a world of magic and mayhem where witches, shifters, angels, ghosts, and vampires walk (or lurk) among us. Where normal humans suddenly discover they aren’t so normal after all, and where it’s up to strong, courageous, and kick-ass women to save the day. 
Get This Incredible Deal Of Ten Power-Packed Paranormal Novels For Just $0.99
If you crave stories with super and magical heroines, action, and paranormal creatures, then you’ll love the mystical allure of the POWERS, SPICE, AND NOT SO NICE box set. We’ve collected ten amazing new adult/paranormal novels by some of the best up-and-coming authors for your reading pleasure. 
The Books In This Set Have Collectively Earned Over 400 5-Star Amazon Reviews
Every book in this powerful set features a strong female heroine who must confront and overcome her demons (sometimes literally) in order to save the day. The books in this set include paranormal romance, paranormal action, paranormal dystopia, paranormal time-travel, and several other paranormal genres. Each story promises adventure, high stakes, unforgettable characters, and something out of the ordinary. 

The novels in this set include: 
After The Ending – Lindsey Pogue/Lindsey Fairleigh  The Virus wiped out billions of people across the globe and endowed some of the few survivors with special abilities and left the rest crazy and dangerous. Now Dani r and Zoe must learn to master their new Abilities and trust strangers if they are to survive in the harsh and deadly world of The Ending. 
Falling – J Bennett  Maya was a normal college sophomore until a stranger with glowing hands kidnapped her and changed her. Now she can see the feelings and emotions of those around her as beautiful auras…tempting auras. 
Few Are Angels – Inger Iverson  A horrific car accident leaves Ella Monroe an orphan and plagues her with strange visions. Kale, a handsome and mysterious stranger, reveals the meaning of these visions and the tremendous power she wields through them. 
Kill It With Magic – J. A. Cipriano  Lillim Calina knew she shouldn’t have eaten the piece of candy sent by her demonic ex-boyfriend. One lick drags her into the middle of a turf war between a werewolf king and an ancient vampire. Time to get killing! 
Ringmaster – Trudi Jaye  For every wish fulfilled, the magic of the Jolly Carnival grows stronger until it begins drying up. When Rilla’s father dies under suspicious circumstances, she must fight for the right to be the new Ringmaster while searching for a murderous saboteur. 
Shadow’s Awakening – Molle McGregor  Hannah Green finds herself imprisoned by a strange group of men who believe she has special psychic powers…They may be right. When a handsome stranger comes to her rescue, Hannah finds herself irresistibly attracted to him. Can she trust Connor, the mysterious soldier? 
Shifty Magic – Judy Teel  Private investigator and bounty hunter Addison Kittner isn’t afraid of things that go bump in the night. When she finds herself pressured to investigate the murder of a vampire, things just get worse as her ex-lover, werewolf, and FBI Agent Cooper Daine gives her an offer she can’t refuse…a paycheck. 
The Jersey Devil – Andrew Mayer  Small town cashier Betsey Weisz isn’t living up to her potential when she is suddenly transported to a strange and terrifying new dimension filled with soul-sucking monster and amnesiac saviors. 
The Spookshow – Tim McGregor  When Billie Culpepper wakes up from a three-day coma, she realizes that she can see the dead…and the dead can see her. Now they won’t leave her alone. 
Echo Prophecy – Lindsey Fairleigh  Archaeology grad student Alexandra Larson is thrilled to land the dig of a lifetime. She and alluring excavation director Marcus Bahur spark a romantic connection as they make amazing and time-bending discoveries.
 The Powers, Spice, & Not So Nice box set is available through these online retailers:

If you love paranormal new adult novels, love a great bargain, and just plain love to read, get a copy! You're bound to find yourself in a new, page-turning adventure, a new author you just have to follow, and hopefully enjoying a handful of good reads.

Oh, and if you've read, enjoyed, and reviewed After The Ending, we'd really appreciate it if you would post your reviews on the box set retail page(s) of your choosing. More exposure means more readers and this project is all about finding the yet-to-be Endingers who just haven't discovered us yet :)

Thank you for being so awesome!
Team Lindsey

May 26, 2015

Powers, Spice, Not So Nice Paranormal New Adult Box Set

Hey, Endingers!

We're super excited to announce that we've been working on a few fun projects over the past few months, including a paranormal new adult box set featuring some adventurous kick-ass heroines. And guess what? After The Ending is being featured in the box set, of course, along with 9 of our indie author friends. Here's more info...


Box Set Cover Reveal Coming Soon!

Girl Power Rules The Night In The POWERS, SPICE, AND NOT SO NICE Box Set

Welcome to a world of magic and mayhem where witches, shifters, angels, ghosts, and vampires walk (or lurk) among us. Where normal humans suddenly discover they aren’t so normal after all, and where it’s up to strong, courageous, and kick-ass women to save the day.

Every book in this powerful set features a strong female heroine who must confront and overcome her demons (sometimes literally) in order to save the day. The books in this set include paranormal romance, paranormal action, paranormal dystopia, paranormal time-travel, and several other paranormal genres. Each story promises adventure, high stakes, unforgettable characters, and something out of the ordinary.

The novels in this set include:

After The Ending – Lindsey Pogue/Lindsey Fairleigh
The Virus wiped out billions of people across the globe and   endowed some of the few survivors with special abilities and left the rest crazy and dangerous. Now Dani r and Zoe must learn to master their new Abilities and trust strangers if they are to survive in the harsh and deadly world of The Ending.

Falling – J Bennett
Maya was a normal college sophomore until a stranger with glowing hands kidnapped her and changed her. Now she can see the feelings and emotions of those around her as beautiful auras…tempting auras.

Few Are Angels – Inger Iverson
A horrific car accident leaves Ella Monroe an orphan and plagues her with strange visions. Kale, a handsome and mysterious stranger, reveals the meaning of these visions and the tremendous power she wields through them.

Kill It With Magic – J. A. Cipriano
Lillim Calina knew she shouldn’t have eaten the piece of candy sent by her demonic ex-boyfriend. One lick drags her into the middle of a turf war between a werewolf king and an ancient vampire. Time to get killing!

Ringmaster – Trudi Jaye
For every wish fulfilled, the magic of the Jolly Carnival grows stronger until it begins drying up. When Rilla’s father dies under suspicious circumstances, she must fight for the right to be the new Ringmaster while searching for a murderous saboteur.

Shadow’s Awakening – Molle McGregor
Hannah Green finds herself imprisoned by a strange group of men who believe she has special psychic powers…They may be right. When a handsome stranger comes to her rescue, Hannah finds herself irresistibly attracted to him. Can she trust Connor, the mysterious soldier? 

Shifty Magic – Judy Teel
Private investigator and bounty hunter Addison Kittner isn’t afraid of things that go bump in the night. When she finds herself pressured to investigate the murder of a vampire, things just get worse as her ex-lover, werewolf, and FBI Agent Cooper Daine gives her an offer she can’t refuse…a paycheck.

The Jersey Devil – Andrew Mayer
Small town cashier Betsey Weisz isn’t living up to her potential when she is suddenly transported to a strange and terrifying new dimension filled with soul-sucking monster and amnesiac saviors.

The Spookshow – Tim McGregor
When Billie Culpepper wakes up from a three-day coma, she realizes that she can see the dead…and the dead can see her. Now they won’t leave her alone.

Echo Prophecy – Lindsey Fairleigh
Archaeology grad student Alexandra Larson is thrilled to land the dig of a lifetime. She and alluring excavation director Marcus Bahur spark a romantic connection as they make amazing and time-bending discoveries.

Box Set Cover, links, and release information coming soon!

December 11, 2014

Share some post-apocalyptic holiday love...After The Ending is FREE!!!

That's right, we said FREE!

Team Lindsey sat down and had a serious discussion about the merits of trying out After The Ending as a "permafree" book. Setting the first book in a series to free is all the rage with indie authors right now, so we decided to be followers in the best way and test the permafree waters over the holidays.

Our thinking: what better way could there be to introduce more people to Dani and Zoe's end o' the world adventures than making that first step into their world as easy as possible?

That means more popularity for the series, more Endingers for you to discuss the books with, and more possibility that someone behind a camera will take notice and bring the series to life on the big (or little--we'd totally settle for little) screen! I mean, really, could you imagine it?!? That would be insane!

So, if you love the series and want to help it grow, please, please, please share the exciting news:

AFTER THE ENDING is FREE!


After The Ending can be downloaded for FREE all these awesome places:

Wattpad (censored version)


Happy Holidays, and as always, HAPPY READING!

July 19, 2014

The Ending Beginnings: Jake & Clara


Description:
After his sister’s death, Jake is determined to seek revenge against his best-friend-turned-enemy. However, after meeting Clara, who's as convincing as she is unnerving, his plans change completely.

Clara has all but given up on finding her Prince Charming, but the moment Jake walks into the hospital, her future becomes much brighter, despite the world-ravaging virus that's turned everything upside down.

But traveling across the country together proves more difficult than either of them expects, and just when they both think the world couldn't get any worse, it does.

The Ending Beginnings:
I - Carlos
II - Mandy
III - Vanessa
IV - Jake
V - Clara
VI - Jake & Clara
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1
Jake

Jake sat on an overstuffed couch in the hospital’s rec room, the stark furniture and barren walls brightened by the muted, flashing television. The President’s address looped on the radio at the nurses’ station behind him, and the more the words sank in, the more his mind reeled. A global pandemic? Start over? Build anew? Was that even possible? Amidst his chaotic mind chatter, Jake wondered what the hell he was going to do next.
Rising from the couch, he took three steps toward one of the barred windows across from him, braced his hands against the wall on either side, and let out a long exhale. He stared out at the crashed Cadillac and the few buildings that were visible through the trees across the road. Despite the fact that the city was enshrouded in midnight, it was so changed. It was desolate, like living in the country, but in a more unnatural way. There was no one catching a late night cab…there was no traffic. Street lamps illuminated the haphazardly parked cars on the snow-covered pavement, and a lone, scraggly terrier trotted down the sidewalk, a leash dragging in the snow behind him. The dog stopped and sniffed around the back of the Cadillac, no doubt searching for the remnants of the chips Kyle had left behind, before trotting out of sight.
Choked sobs came from the cafeteria down the hall, breaking Jake’s concentration. The nurse, Roberta, hadn’t been able to calm Kyle down since the kid realized his father was dead, and it was beginning to grate on Jake’s nerves.
As much as he thought he should care about the situation he was in—the disease, the billions dead, the pandemonium—he couldn’t, not really. The memory of Becca, struggling as she took her final breath, was too fresh in his mind, too raw. She was gone; Gabe took her away from him.
Jake’s hands clenched into fists. He needed to stay focused. He needed to get to Peterson Air Force Base. He needed to find Gabe…to hurt Gabe. Emotions boiling, Jake let his hate and anger fuel him into action. He let out a resolute breath and pushed away from the window.
But as suddenly as Jake turned around, he stopped. Clara, the blonde-haired woman whose blue eyes were too assessing, stood in front of him.
Her head was tilted, her lips pursed, and her gaze flicked over his body. “Are you alright?” she asked, her voice light and curious.
Giving her a curt nod, Jake brushed past her with the intention of heading toward the cafeteria.
Clara reached out to him, her hand lightly clasping his biceps.
Body tensing under her touch, Jake froze, looking down at her pale, delicate hand, then into her penetrating eyes.
“It was nice that you tried to help that man,” she said, and a small smile pulled at her lips.
Jake made a derisive noise. “Yeah, well, apparently it wasn’t enough.”
Her brow furrowed, and she let go of his arm. “You did what you could.”
Nodding, he started to take another step.
“You’re leaving, aren’t you?”
Jake frowned and paused again, wondering why she cared one way or the other. “I never should’ve stopped in the first place.”
“No?” Clara’s soft voice turned sharp, and she walked to the window Jake had been staring out of only moments before.
She was scared, he realized. He should be scared. “You’ll be alright here,” he said, his voice carrying a weak attempt at comfort.
Clara muttered something he couldn’t hear.
He tried again. “You have food…Roberta and the other nurse…”
But Clara seemed unfazed by this words, and she turned to face him. “If it’s so safe here, then why won’t you stay? Why leave three helpless women and a child alone?”
Jake shook his head, uncertain why he felt the need to explain anything to this woman. “There are things I have to deal with.”
After a few impatient steps, Clara was directly in front of him. “Take me with you, please?” Her eyebrows lifted and drew together.
“No,” he said. “That’s not going to happen.” He suddenly needed to get out of the room as soon as possible.
“Please.” Like a blade, the word cut into him, threatening to sever his last shred of decency. “Please,” she whispered.
Unable to resist, Jake turned around.
Clara’s eyes were even more pleading than her voice, they were shimmering, and her chest was heaving. “Please,” she repeated. “You have to take me with you. I can’t stay here. You don’t understand, I’ll die if I stay here…”
No. The word was on the tip of his tongue, but it felt leaden and uncooperative. “I have to go to Peterson, alone,” he reminded himself. “I have to go.”
“What’s in Peterson?” she asked, so close that her presence was distracting him. When he didn’t answer her, she continued, “Is it safe there? We need to leave…to go somewhere safe. Please take me somewhere safe, Jake. I can’t bear to be here—in this place, in this city—any longer.”
Slowly, Jake’s eyes shifted to hers, his mind feeling muddled. Words tried to form, and he tried to shake his head, to refuse her pleas, but he couldn’t. There was something about her…something unsettling that made him want to walk away and never look back. But another part of him wanted to give into her…to take her with him…to leave Colorado Springs and find somewhere safe…
Clara reached out to touch his arm again, and Jake flinched away.
Straightening, she seemed to collect herself in a single, fortifying breath. Then, when her eyes met his, it was like they were piercing into his soul. “Please.”



June 13, 2014

Huge EBOOK SALE Tomorrow & A GIVEAWAY of (Post)Apocalyptic Proportions

We're participating in two awesome Facebook events this weekend, and there's no way we could not tell you all about them. Because, really, they're that awesome. Yeah...that awesome. Alright, here they are:

Legends, Lovers, and Lives SALE!



Not only are all of these books going to be on sale tomorrow (Saturday, June 14), but there are already some fantastic giveaways on the Legends, Lovers, and Lives Facebook page, and the prizes include signed paperback copies of After The Ending and Into The Fire as well as the audiobook version of After The Ending! You can find out more about the books included here. Plus, LP will be there, LIVE, hanging out, answering questions, and chatting about books from 12-3 pm EST tomorrow.


And, here's the second. And holy mutated post-apocalyptic cow...it's HUGE.

Cruel Summer GIVEAWAY


The grand prize includes 40 ebooks from 17 of the hottest indie apocalyptic and post-apocalyptic authors! We're so flattered to be included! :D And all you have to do to enter is "join" the Cruel Summer Giveaway on Facebook. That's it!

Here are the prizes:




And EVERY SINGLE PERSON who joins the Cruel Summer Giveaway will receive a free sampler pack of participating authors' books!


AND, on June 18th and 19th, Team Lindsey will be hanging out at the Cruel Summer Giveaway Facebook page, chatting, answering questions, and talkin' books. Here's the schedule of when each author will be featured:


We hope to see you at both events! And as always...HAPPY READING! :D

April 28, 2014

The Ending Beginnings: Jake

Alright, Endingers...the fourth novella in The Ending Beginningsthe prequel serial to The Ending Series, is finished and available to read! At the moment, it's also available for free on Goodreads and Wattpad, and can be purchased at Amazon and Barnes & Noble.




Description:
The virus changed everything. This is how it began.

When Jake's world is ripped away, he's left with nothing but the sting of betrayal before he's lost to a devastating illness. Waking up days later, he finds that everything has changed--even he has changed--and the world is in complete chaos. Though he's surrounded by danger, his guilt and need for vengeance are his greatest enemies.

The Ending Beginnings
I - Carlos
II - Mandy
III - Vanessa
IV - Jake 
V - Clara
VI - Jake & Clara (June 2014)

FREE First Chapter
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1


Jake hunched over a small dining room table, his head resting in his hands. His house was too quiet. He’d been sitting there for hours, oblivious to the sound of the incessant tapping of his foot against the hardwood floor. Not even his churning stomach distracted him from his festering thoughts, burdened with indecision and doubt.
Lifting his head, Jake scanned the front of the house, uncertain how it had come to this—him up in the middle of the night with a feeling of dread looming over him…dread that he would make the wrong decision…a decision he might regret for the rest of his life.
The house was dark and quiet, a combination Jake would have welcomed a few days ago but was now unsettling. The bluish haze of dawn filtered in through the barely cracked blinds, casting shadows through the small, conjoined kitchen to his right that was still in disarray from him rushing around over the last 48 hours. The adjacent living room to his left was stark, and with the exception of the twinkling, rainbow lights on the Christmas tree in the furthest corner, it looked like it had been forgotten. There was no noise save for the sound of his own breathing and the occasional creak of the house settling. For the first time, Jake felt utterly alone.
How many hours had he been sitting there, wasting time? According to the glowing, red numbers on the microwave above the old, tan stove, more than four hours had passed since he’d sat down to think. Four hours, and he still wasn’t sure what to do.
Jake shook his head, dispelling the urge to close his eyes and sleep. Why hadn’t the damn doctor returned his calls? Hadn’t he been clear with the receptionist? And he’d left several voicemails in the last 24 hours alone. It had been four days since Dr. Bishop told them Becca’s illness was a simple flu that needed to run its course, four days since he’d prescribed ample rest and copious amounts of fluids, and in those four days, Becca had only worsened. She’d become sleep deprived and delusional and had lost her appetite…she was completely convinced her vivid dreams of blood and death and torture were real.
It wasn’t the goddamn flu, or a simple fever…his sister was losing her mind.
The longer Jake sat there, the more exhausted he became, and he struggled to stay focused. Straightening, he scrubbed his hands over his face and stared at the cordless phone in its cradle on the tile counter beside the refrigerator. With the doctor nonresponsive and his sister’s hysterical pleas to avoid the hospital at all costs, Jake could only think of one other possibility:
Gabe, Jake’s best friend. He knew people, and if there was ever a time to call in a favor, now—when Jake felt more desperate than ever—was that time.
Jake rose from his chair, its legs scraping against the worn hardwood as he scooted it back. Muscles feeling leaden and sluggish, he took two steps toward the phone. He reached for the receiver, pressed TALK, brought the cool plastic to his ear, and paused. There was no dial tone.
Hanging up, he tried again. Still nothing.
Frustrated, Jake hung up the phone and took a few wavering steps into the living room toward the L-shaped sectional situated beneath the picture window. Becca’s purse was on the arm of the sofa, and he hoped her cell phone was inside.
He dumped the contents of his sister’s purse onto the couch cushion. A pink-cased cell phone, among an array of other items, landed on the worn leather with a soft plop. Jake paid little attention to the contents rolling in between the cushions, instead fumbling to turn on the phone.
Luckily, the cell illuminated to life, and a picture of Cooper, their Husky, lying on his back with his tongue hanging from his open mouth, filled the screen. Impatiently, Jake scanned through the icons, searching for the phone function. Finally finding it, he typed in Gabe’s cell number. There was a reason Jake didn’t have a cell phone—they were expensive, easy to break, and after shattering one and losing another, he’d decided they weren’t all that important.
With a deep, controlled inhale, Jake pressed CALL and waited with bated breath for his friend to answer.
Gabe had been distant since losing his little sister, Lizzy. Jake hadn’t spoken to him in months, not since Gabe had last come over for Becca’s birthday dinner. Jake had walked in the front door after a long day of wrenching on trucks over at the fire station to find Gabe sitting at the dining room table, drinking a beer and chopping tomatoes. As usual, Becca had been chatting his ear off and hounding him for whatever life updates he would surrender. Gabe had filled them in on his non-existent love life and the mysterious, female doctor friend he’d made at work.
She was the reason Jake was trying to reach Gabe—Jake just hoped she was still around.
“Come on,” he mouthed, tapping his index finger against the back of the phone. He hoped to God that Gabe was still a morning person, though it was early, even for him. Jake wondered if the guy ever regretted working for the military; the confidentiality around his contracted research projects at Peterson Air Force Base made him seem illusive, even to Jake, who was more like family than just a friend.
Jake was about to hang up when Gabe finally answered. “Becca?” His friend’s voice rang with surprise and more than a hint of worry. “Is everything okay?”
Hesitating, Jake steeled himself before answering. Articulating the severity of the situation proved more difficult than he’d thought it would be. “It’s me.”
There was a heavy silence before Gabe said, “What’s wrong?”
A mixture of relief and fear made it difficult for Jake to speak, and he had to clear his throat in order to get the words out. “She’s really sick.”
“What do you mean, sick? Sick how?”
Pushing Becca’s purse clutter to one side of the couch, Jake sat down, some of the items sliding into the impression around him. He took a deep, shaking breath and scrubbed his three-day-old beard, fighting to stay awake. “The doctor said it was just the flu, but it’s—it’s different. She’s seeing things…she swears they’re real.” Jake paused, not wanting to scare Gabe, but his own fear outweighed his concern. “I can’t get ahold of the doctor, and Becca freaks out when I try to take her to the hospital.” Jake cleared his throat again, wishing he could crawl out of the dark hole he felt himself falling into. Gabe might be his only hope. “Would that doctor friend of yours be able to see her? Or, do you know anyone else who might be able to help—”
A loud crash and angry growl rumbled through the phone.
“Gabe?” Jake asked carefully. “Everything okay?”
“No, it’s not,” he breathed. Rustling preceded the sound of Gabe’s ragged breathing.
Jake frowned. Was Gabe running? “I didn’t mean to scare you, man. I just…I didn’t know who else—”
“This wasn’t supposed to—I’ll be there as soon as I can.” Without another word, Gabe disconnected the call, leaving Jake to stare at the screen until it dimmed.
He wasn’t sure what had just happened. He’d expected Gabe to be worried about Becca—she was like a sister to him—but there’d been something off in his voice.
Leaning back against the couch, Jake cringed. The growing soreness in his neck and shoulders was making it increasingly difficult to move. He wanted to stretch out on the longer portion of the sectional that backed up to the entry, pull the folded blanket hanging on the back over himself, and fall asleep. But that would require him to move. Postponing any movement, Jake remained where he was, staring into the shadows around the living room.
After experiencing a childhood he would rather forget and spending his young adulthood getting into trouble, Jake had finally manned up, started taking proper care of his sister, and bought them a place to call home. It was small and a fixer-upper, but it was theirs all the same. In the year and a half that they’d lived there, he’d felt more content than ever before, happy even. Taking a job as a mechanic at the Colorado Springs Fire Department provided him a steady income and routine, something he hadn’t realized he’d really wanted until recently.
Jake eyed the antique desk pushed up against the opposite wall. It was cluttered with loose papers and notepads, and Becca’s medical textbooks were stacked to one side. She was happier, too—she could work on her sculptures and go to nursing school. They didn’t have to depend on other people anymore.
Jake looked down the hallway. The light beneath her door had been on all night, but not even the slightest noise had come from her room for hours. Cooper’s belly rose and fell with each breath as he slept soundly outside her door. Jake hoped Becca was finally asleep too.
Exhaling, he leaned back and stared up at the popcorn ceiling. His heart constricted as he grappled with the possibility that his sister might never be the same carefree, whirlwind of a woman he’d been devoted to his entire life. He couldn’t help but wonder if what was happening to her was some suppressed reaction to Lizzy’s death a few years back. Lizzy and Becca had been best friends from the moment they’d met—the very day Jake and Becca had moved in with Gabe and Lizzy’s family, the McLaughlins—until the day Lizzy lost her battle with leukemia. Jake also considered that what was happening to Becca might have something to do with their mom. Jake hated that Becca had been the one to find her dead of a drug overdose. He should’ve forced her to talk to someone about it, but then again, he should’ve done a lot of things differently.
As Jake’s eyelids grew heavier and exhaustion made his mind even more useless, he let his thoughts drift into oblivion. Despite it all, at least he felt a little better knowing that Gabe was on his way. He would be able to help.

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